| I think it’s time to finally cry.
To let my eyes well up and
My mascara run.
It’s finally time to feel.
All the pain I’ve caused
All the emotions I’ve
Buried deep down.
I think it’s time to finally scream.
To push air out of my lungs
With such force it hurts.
It’s finally time to be angry
At what you did to me
And to everyone who loves you.
To embrace the frustration.
I think it’s finally time to forgive.
To realize everyone makes mistakes
And everyone has regrets.
I think it’s finally time to grow up.
And realize we’re all only human.
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| We've started this game
Of who can hurt the other person
more.
Who's words can slice and sting
who's fake smiles can bring tears.
Who's heart can lie to make
the others break the
hardest.
Well baby, I think you've won.
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| My fiance just broke up with me. In a text message. I was three hours away, at a spa with my mother. And i get this message saying "Em I'm sorry to say this but it's not gonna work out between us. I'm not happy and I don't see a future with us, I'm sorry but if you can come here and pack up you belongings and be moved out as soon as possible. Monday if possible. I'm sorry things had to end this way."
I am/was so blindsided by this.Not four hours earlier he had said he loved me. I can't sleep, though I'm tired. I can't eat, though I'm hungry. All I want is to hug and kiss him and have him tell me he was just kidding.
This is not fair. |
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| I went to starbucks for the very first time this past weekend. With my mother and her bff. My fiancée loves it there so i thought i'd give it a shot. and mom's friend was paying ;)
i ordered the peppermint hot cocoa. venti. felt like an idiot for saying "large" at first.
went to the table. pulled out my iTouch to get onto facebook. took a sip of cocoa. and
became very disappointed.
it was flat. well, bland. it tasted like cardboard. litteratly. and the chocolate was not rich at all. i could barely taste the peppermint.
all this fuss about starbucks. i order a 3 dollar cup of cocoa, when i can walk down the road to denny's get a two dollar cup with free refills and better taste!
needless to say, i'll be sticken with dunkin like a true Mainer. |
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